Matilda
----I keep thinking about how your H confessed everything to you; he couldn't live w internalizing the lies. He professes his love over and over.

----Then I think of my H who chooses to internalize his secrets, deceptions, and lies. He is stingy w his love to me.

I am told that actions speak louder than words. Your H's actions back up his words.

I am too confused to know what my H's actions mean w regard to his words.

Somewhere out there is sweet love and Matilda.