Last night is the night that my W is usually with the OP, and I know she was. No matter how bad I want her to make the right choice she has to make that choice and not me. I just can't seem to get that through my thick head. Sometimes it is so easy to say that I need to GAL, but when I subject myself to the truth and pain it is sooo hard to do what I know needs to be done. I need to control me, and forget about trying to control her. Easier said than done, but I'm trying.
"Our life is what our thoughts make it."
Marcus Aurelius
