GH,
Goal #1 should be: PMA!!! That is key to everything. Be happy!!

Suggestion: Go get "How One of You Can Bring the Two of you Together" by Susan Page, it has really kept me on track last week.

I did get a little sad yesterday at Great America (kept it to myself though), I would have loved it if my H held my hand or gave me a little kiss or showed ANY sign of affection. Don't get me wrong, we did have a good time but it was more like two good friends with their kids. (....sigh)

Anyway, the expections are what is hurting me too, try to relax and let them go and accept your life the way it is. Remember the old saying "good things come to those who wait".