I like that saying! I'm think I'm gonna get a self-hypnosis tape and try to "hypnotize" myself into only thinking about the sweet and block out the bitter.
I went to Victoria's Secret today and bought a couple of "special" things to make the weekend a little more fun for H. This was an especially difficult week for us both, but today H called and is very excited cuz he closed a big deal, so I thought maybe we should celebrate .
I know I'm lucky, Lily. Believe me, I know just how lucky I am. It just seems odd to say that in this situation when he's caused me so much pain, ya know?
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