Andy,

The thing he could have done and should've done was never drafted them in the first place. Of course, there's nothing to be done about that now. But why in hell didn't he think of the consequences before he made the move? His answer, "I was stupid, selfish, didn't ever want you to find out." So that makes it okay, cuz he never wanted me to find out?

I know the ball's in my court. The problem is I never wanted to play this game. I knew I wouldn't be any good at it. I'm very competitive and I hate to lose. I feel like a real loser right now. However, I am still hanging in there. I'm not ready to give up. Too much at stake.

M