Dang it! I blew it last night. I started in on my H last night and told him that I don't think I'll ever get over his A! I also told him I wanted a D because I couldn't deal with this! Of course I didn't mean a word of that so I apologized to him this morning and he said no need. I said things that I probably meant and he understood. Why did I do that? After everything we have done to put this M back together, why in the world would I say things so counterproductive? Is this normal? How do I deal with these feelings without taking it out on him. It's usually when I go to bed at night, so a drive is out of the question. Night time seems to be the hardest for me. Any advise?
