Just came to visit, take my shoes off, and rest my head for a few minutes.
I just erased an entire paragraph.
It was a bunch of wishful thinking and assumptions about H and me. Part of my control habit was I was forcing H to conform to my ideal of what a perfect marriage should be like. I seem to be living the 180 here as well as in the real world.
I have to go slowlee. Gracefully.
Erased more stuff. Geez.
Busy days in front of us. We have CS tomorrow (duct tape packed), then the dress rehearsals and 2 Easter Cantada performances. Add to that D comes home and H and I are going to have D and S follow clues to their Chocolate Easter Bunnies---what fun! Family time on Sunday, then I think S will go for Driver's test next week.
I am amazed that this is happening! I hope to be over here by April.
Andy, I do not take any of this for granted. God is Working. I'm DBing in the wings.
