Since I’ve been feeling excessively fragile lately (anyone notice?), I’ve been a little more distant from W. It’s easier to avoid the feeling of rejection. So, I may as well let her sleep in (instead of our morning coffee).
She called me at work today. Wish I could say that it was social, but she wanted something. But, I took the opportunity for some chit-chat. She slept well last night. Well enough not to notice that I touched her foot with mine as she slept (no rejection. Wheeeeeeeee). But, she did notice that I left quickly this morning. She thought I was mad at her for something.
Nothing earth shattering about all of this, but at least it shows that she cares about me. It also shows that she’s less defensive. She believed me when I said that I wasn’t mad.
BTW, rayanne. Did I mention that I’m 29? (just kidding)
