Here is my sitch. All advice welcome#2

[Hanging__On]

Man oh man! My emotions have been running crazy the last couple of days. I want my W home so bad. I just can't stand the way she seems to ignore me. I called the girls last night to them I loved them and then talked to the W for a couple of minutes. I have not talked to her about the R for a few weeks but last night I told her I missed her so much. I am working on GAL and moving forward with my life. Trying to get a PMA it is just incredably hard. Slowly I can feel the pain starting to ease some.

We have talked about sitting down and filling out papers but then she always has some excuse not to. This is probably a good thing. Maybe she is just not ready to throw in the towl quit yet. I on the other hand want her home, but I want a different marraige than the one we had in the past. After reading and trying to DB I feel like I have learned or am learning how to be a better husband. I see where I have made lots of mistakes and I want another chance to show how things could be better in the future. Life feels like such a struggle at times, but how we endure through these struggles make us who we are today.