Here is my sitch. All advice welcome#2

[Hanging__On]

Well here I am again. I have been gone on business for a while and I am now back home where I belong. I got so home sick and I had a very rough time focusing on anything other than my sitch.

The W and I sat down yesterday for a few hours and had a pretty tough conversation about our future. I beleive that she is ready to throw in the towel. She said that she is tired of being in limbo also and that it was not fair to either of us, which I agreed. What I can't understand is how I have explained to her that I am willing to start fresh and create a marraige that we are both happy with but she is not intersted. She said she can't change the fact the she has never been able to communicate her feeling and she never will.

I am just really bumbed because I really thought we had a chance to save our marriage but she does not seem to be interested at all. I think I need to get on some meds because I can hardly function sometimes. Do they really help at all? Does this mean that it is time for me to change to the bid D forum? Everyone here has been so helpfull. It is incredibly hard to let someone go when they have been a huge part of your life for so many years. I just can't beleive this is happening. This is the worst nighmare I could ever imagine.