Here is my sitch. All advice welcome#2

[Hanging__On]

Well I have a ton of anxiety today and I am not sure why. I have been staying pretty busy this week. I get the girls for this weekend and maybe the thought of seeing my W today has gotten me feeling this way.
We still haven't had a R talk. I have offered it to her but she just acts like there is nothing to discuss. This whole situation just floors me when I think about it. It is just to hard to imagine. I guess I need to accept it for what it is and not dwell on it. I think forgiveness is the most important part. I don't hold any grudge against her because I realize how easy it can be to make mistakes.
I never thought I would actually have enough responses to get locked out of my original thread, but the folks here are amazing and giving support. Thank you all. I have a feeling it won't be the last one that gets locked. I am still Hangin On.