I haven't been posting a lot lately. Sometimes I just don't want to think about all the negative stuff and I need a break from the constant reminders that my life is such a mess. (Now, how's that for being negative!!) Really, things are not so bad. At least H knows what a jerk he was and is trying his best to make things right. He's still as much of a mess as I am, but I'm really trying to not say anything about the A or our R. I think that's been working pretty well.
I hate to hear you sounding so down. There's not much I can say -- no words of wisdom -- to ease your pain. Just know that we're all here to lean on. That's why I keep coming back. I really need everyone's support.
Have you left yet on our business trip? Is that why you're so down?
