Sorry things are not the greatest now. It is even harder with a special needs child. I find this book helped me a lot: "The Art of Happiness" by the Dali Lama. Also, Conversations with God. Both kind of put things into the lessons we learn on Earth idea. I know this is a bad time, but things will get better. Once you two make it out of this, you'll be stronger for it and for the Marriage.
