This morning when H came down I asked him why does he need the security of the ow hanging on. Is he afraid I change my mind he wont have someone to go back with. He said no. He started crying saying he didnt want to loose me or the kids again and go back into that black hole. We had a real nice moment he was going to cancel the work day at the house because he didnt feel like doint anything. I said go have a shower and lets have a good day. He started to tell me about days that he doesnt remember. Explain that was normal. He said if ow continues he will get a court order to have her stay away from his work and home. He doesnt want to change the phone # because we have had it so long and it is the only link to his mother if she ever wanted to meet him. I feel better now. The love is getting stronger. I told him when I accepted him back I new it wasnt going to be a smooth journey. Any thoughts, please let me know. Loretta
