Hey there... I understant it. All above are right.. my gut was what I read above... Fear... what are you MOST afraid of R8ch? That might be part of what is stopping you ya think?

I like that cow vanilla snow thing too makes sense eh?

It won't be the same. It can't be. hell you don't want it to be. Fear of the unknown would be my guess. Is this something you and the H can talk about?

I am probably half way there with you!

Take care and when you figure it out.... tell the rest of us ok?

keep *smiling* we all appreciate it.

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