So I was having a pretty good week, trying not to think about him and everything that went wrong and not crying. I kept myself occupied with other stuff. Last night I come home and there is a box waiting at my front door. It was from him. He mailed me all of our albums, frames, wedding cards, anniversary cards, and nic-nacks that he didn't want as a reminder of me in the apartment. The worst was that he sent back his wedding band. So basically he is done with me. I cried until my eyes were swollen, not just because our marriage had ended but because I somehow expected more decency from him. I thought he would take the higher road and not purposely send me these things to continue to rub salt in my wounds. But he didn't take the higher road...and I realized how little this person cared about me. I know he is hurting and you do mean stuff when you hurt. But I am hurt too and I don't do these kinds of things to him (at least I don't think so). Anyway, I was so numb last night and today...it is basically over. I mean yes we are divorced, but at this point I don't see any reason to every contact him or effect a discussion about reconciliation. It's sad but this is it.
