I wish I could say I’m as upbeat as I was this morning but my PMA just took a nosedive. I was shopping for a v-day card. There was one that said something like “I hope we can get back what we once had” Boy! I hope someone got fired over that one!
I reread my post from this morning and it sounds very bad. It didn’t seem so bad when she said it. Everything seemed redeemable, and I took it all as a sign that she’s willing to change her attitude.
She never told me that she didn’t love me before. She didn’t say the words this time, either, but it’s starting to feel like that’s the way things are.
I don’t know. Before we hung up from this morning’s phone call, I said ILY and she said ILY too.
I do know that we’ll make it out of this stronger than ever. It just hurts so bad right now.
