Hello Gh, Just checking in to see how you are doing. I to am going through a rough time right now,and the funny thing is that my wife is being nothing but loving and cant stand to be without me right now.The 1st month home went great,but then all the thoughts and images started coming back to me,and i went on a total backsliding effort.I was constantly asking questions and wanting to know everything. Well not to much about me,i have been away for awhile and wanted to check in.Im going to post an update for myself a little later.My point is though,i thought and said i would do none of this...all i wanted was my wife and my life back..now that things are going so great we wonder why these terrible things had to happen and yes i to am questioning myself,and hoping i can find a way to deal with this. Have a good day DeeJay
