Thanks. Yes, I may be able to take a break, but I have a TON of stuff to do at home that really can't wait (took the weekend off from "home work"). I planned on getting a lot done tonight. Problem is that I will be home all night and that may be bad.
I just want her to reassure me. Is that wrong?
I also feel like if I wait until tomorrow (which she won't let me do, I assure you, she'll call me on this) it will be more of the same. The last time I faced a crisis, about the prego-test, and confronted her, she said she wished I would have just asked her about it the moment I found it, or shortly after, not days later.
I THINK the right thing to do would be to just be totally honest with her and let her know what I suspect.
What I didn't address in my last post is WCW saying I needed to be ready to deal with dishonesty in this convo. I am NOT ready for that, mainly because I likely won't know it when I hear it. I only THINK she's being dishonest right now. She's pretty good when she wants to be and I am starting to think after the last round of admissions of the affair and it's details, she decided now to take things WAY underground instead of living the dual-life right out in the open with me. I don't know why she would do that, or more specifically, what her motive in hiding that which she exposed willingly before, but she may be doing that. I just don't know anymore and for me to change my behavior, I would have to give an explanation, or rather WANT to. My only explanation now would be that I suspect a lot of things. Is that good enough or am I being a d!ck?
