Mama,

Everything is status quo, which is not really that good but it's MUCH better than the alternative. I want more but there are just several things blocking progress right now, mainly W's DUI stuff. The few times I have seemed to broach the subject of "progress" she immediately goes to the "I'm too stressed now to think about that." I think it's a cop-out but I am willing to give it the few more weeks I think it will take to truly put that behind us.

That's NOT to say I will be able to hold off a R talk before then. I think clarifying where we are and what we both want may be in order because while things are "good" I want MUCH more than that and I want to know she does too. Hell, she obviously does or she would not have done what she did. I just need to figure out how we get from where we are to where I want to be...and whether she wants to be there with me.

As for my C, I could not get another appt with her until the 22nd so my "issues" will have to be handled solo until then. No biggie.

Thanks for checking in on me and I wish you luck in your similar troubles.

GH


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