Just wanted to answer a few questions that were asked.
Yes, my Ex moved out on his own. Yes, he is on Anti Depression meds. Yes, he is going to counseling. Yes, he told O/W he missed his family and wanted to make it work. Is he still talking to her, I think so, not very much, but I still think some. Is he seeing her, I don't know, but don't think so.
Haven't gotten to the point of spying.............just don't want to go there.
I really don't think he's putting the effort in it as much as I expected, but then again maybe I expected to much. I remember all the things he said, how much he would prove it to me, how much he would make it up to me. And I really don't feel that happening. I still feel it is ALL ABOUT HIM. Still, and it might always be.
He's still confused, I can see it. And the problem now is, I just don't know how much longer I can hang in here.
I get asked out all the time, but I don't except, I truly want to give this a try but...................geeze, how long do I have to wait, its been 5 frigin years.
Just frustrated!!! But I will give it some more time....how much more, who knows.
I know the day will come when I will have to say something to him, I just know it, it's just a matter of time. I've never held back telling him how I've felt, I'm sure I will continue, it's just me.
So, that's it..............taking it day by day, hoping he turns into my Prince Charming and doesn't continue being my frog.
