Well, things are not going all that well. Just don't know anymore, you know that saying, sometimes when the WA's come back its to late. Well, that might just be right.
I'm being patient, but really this is so hard. Unless my Ex can be happy with ME, unless WE can have a future of happiness, I can't do it. I've been alone for 5 years now, I have survived, I didn't die like I thought I would. Why would I want to live with someone not happy. I don't.
My Ex still has issues, I don't know if he will ever be happy, I think he will spend the rest of his life in search of happiness.................never really knowing he already had and has things that should make him happy. I cannot hold my self responsible for his happiness, just can't, it's not fair for anyone.
Anyone else would be happy with his life, he's a depressive, and I don't think he will ever find happiness. It's really sad..............anyway, I will give it more time, but this is really hard.
