Alot has happened today, but I just wanted to answer your question about the How?
I think he meant it by, feeling stuck, a feeling of to much has happened and it just kept spinning out of his control. He said he just kept getting caught up with her more and more and then didn't see how to back away. Wanted to stop hurting people, and then if he left her, once again more hurt.
He was off and on medication for depression, and then said once he stayed on it, he saw things much clearer.
Hope this helps.
I'm really looking forward to the future but I also have my eyes wide open.
Best to you too, Friend
PS Thanks everyone for all your best wishes and support.
