actions speak louder than words I am having a little of an internal turmoil because I am waiting for words.. words that he is really sorry and wants to work on M?? The words that I currenly get is that I gave him no choice, and that is very hard for me to swallow. Makes me feel really unloved and unwanted...
Actions-wise.. he does call everyday, and did start process of getting family to join him eg schools, searching for house, introduced us to his important customer, gone on short holiday with me on his birthday ... etc etc..
But words?? Words? He says that ow will ALWAYS be his friend. *sigh* I gave him no choice.... He feels happier with ow... ??? Or am I unreasonable to keep on dwelling on what he said in the past?? Please be honest....
Sorry for hijack... not being myself these few days One Day at a TIME!!!
