"I need him to move out of there, I need him to tell me he only wants me and he's sorry for everything he's done. I need him to be a man and have the strength to do whatever it takes. I need to believe him. "
I think it is looking promising and if I were you, I'd be willing to open my heart (if only just a little).
Following your sitch has taught me a valuable lesson and that is, when a MLCer starts making the first tentative moves back, you can't entertain them because they run back into the tunnel. Tell them "you don't think that you are ready right now" and I think that will motivate them to complete the excursion. After running back before, maybe he is at the end of his excursion and leaving OW is a HUGE step. He's nearly ready but I hope you don't let him back into the house (with you) just yet. If you are watching, there are alot more things you want to see (and hear). A heck of alot.
You are a wonderful woman for what you have achieved over the last 5 years. Make sure you post often because I'll be reading everyone of them.
Suit
"It's better to have no spouse than have a bad spouse"
