I really don’t think that she has let go of feelings for OM yet. She insists that she wasn’t planning to have an A, it just happened. She is being very protective of her cell phone, which makes me a bit suspicious. Maybe she is talking to him and not seeing him.
I’ve resigned myself to knowing that this can go either way and I have no control over it. The hope that I have is that I know there is someone else possessing her mind right now. She is not the W that I knew.
I briefly finished this morning’s OR talk on our way to the store this afternoon. I told her that we are both different people than we were 6 months ago and we should try to give each other the time to get to know each other again. That’s why I’ve been trying to make a date with her. She said that she has no desire to go out with me and that’s why she is so sad. What a pisser!
