wow. great response. very thought provoking. ironically, i'm WAY more alpha than my F even remembers. it's because of her gradual removal of sex that i have become less confident and/or 'needy'. the only way back to what we were (albeit temporarily) is through drinking. which i plan to do a lot of this weekend.
your words hit home though. epecially from a woman. i would have never thought women would want the sensative guy to dissappear and the alpha guy to come out more. it just seems like such a sad solution... sure i can be alpha. sure it feels natural. but does it feel like love? no. it feels like i'm making myself into the sexual animal that any jerk can be.
