Too late on the "I love you", we've had several R talks over the last week and a half or so and I told her I was gonna be honest about my feelings and that's how I feel. I explained how the past few months have changed me and my attitude, look on life...basically everything. Pointed out where I've made mistakes. At this point though, I think it's kinda same old same old for her.
The fantasy thing took a bit of a leep today, don't want to go into detail but let's just say it escalated a little bit.
Not expecting anything from her at this point, just going with it and watching.
AS far as the flowers go, I'm doin it for his benefit a bit. Yes it is a 180 for me but I also want him to understand that I didn't drop off the planet...I'm still gonna be around.
