Not really looking for signs. I'm kinda being self absorbed right now. With the upcoming situation at work and the fact that I am going to have a lot of free time on my hands, I'm joining my colleges wrestling team. Yeah I know I'm a bit old (I'll be 29 in October)...but everyone is really behind me with the idea and it's given me something to focus on. It's helped me to stay focused in the gym and really eats up my time. So in all honesty this dark thing could last awhile.
