Not really sure where things are at right now. We haven't discussed the R since before we went to court. I have told her that I'm not sure I want it to continue because I've caught her in a couple lies and now I'm not sure I can trust her. I haven't posted on my sitch because sometimes I feel like updating it constantly has kept me focused on her and not on myself. I've been going out a bit more. Bought some new clothes, spoiled the kids a bit and got a new tattoo. My brother is home on leave from the Navy so this weekend we are having a picnic and I've got a grad party to go to. So basically I'm still trying to focus on me and not worry about her. I believe that the sitch will work out the way it's supposed to.

Thanks for checking on me!!


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