I spoke with family services today and they were really less than helpfull. Basically they can't do anything for me and said that my questions were best ansered by an attorney. So I quess the wait continues until tommorrow.
As afr as her taking care of herself. Yes she does, but she is NEVER satisfied with the outcome. Her hair is never good enough, her clothes don't look good enough, she's too fat. She just has a negative self image. Looking back I know I didn't do enough to change that but part of me feels like I could compliment her all day long and she would still not be completely satisfied.
There is way more history for her than I could ever go into. Her history before me is so terrible that you wouldn't believe it. I would feel like I betrayed her if I spelled any of it out here but she has had many many terrible things happen to her and these things still effect her today. Now I think she takes all of these negatives that have happend over her lifetime and puts my face on them. I am the reason she is unhappy, I am the reason she is stressed out, and I am the reason she feels so bad about herself.
I just hope I can stop this before it goes to far.
