Hi, I have been going thru trials myself. My husband started affair with girl he saw at a friends funeral and it was someone he dated before me and hasn't seen her in 10 years and told me he always thought she was the one for him. The Affair has been going on for 4 months now and he's continually lying about it.
However, the reason I'm writing you is that I noticed you said you would like prayers said for you. If you don't mind, I'd like to share some verses with you that have helped me. Although Michele's book and website are very insightful and a wonderful help in our dreadful sitch, God can and will work miracles in our lives, and He is where we can find true joy and peace.
Reading Psalm 25 (especially vs 16-21) Psalm 31 (especially 9-10)
These helped me when I was in the depressed stage. In regards to that, I believe that we all go thru stages. First depression, then anger, then depending on how we deal with those feelings, they can turn to rage, or we can get past them and focus on God and ourselves. As her book talks about, we can only change ourselves, and that is what we should focus on.
James 1 vs 2 says "Consider it pure joy my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea blown and tossed by the wind."
It also says in vs 19. "Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry." This is very hard, but we need to find out what techniques we can use for ourselves to accomplish this.
I know it sounds like you have a lot of anger right now, and I believe that is just a natural response after our depression has dissapated. It is so important for you to control your anger, I know it's extremely hard, it is hard for me too.
I hope everything works out for you,, and I will pray for your sitch.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
