I do occationally have ED problems, but that has been after I turned 35 or so. I'm in good shape, so I don't know. Viagra I can get.
No to the other stuff, no dirty feelings toward sex or anything like that growing up. But I see what you mean.
Maybe I'm just an a- hole of a husband that wants to sleep with other women because they are more exciting than his wife. Their new. Isn't that why men stray? Now, I have not done that, only thought about it.
Maybe if I just thought about my wife as a sex object and not someone I'm close to, that would work. But how would she like that?