It often happens that when I go without seeing H for a few days, I tend to get into a kind of "amnesia" trap. Symptoms: I start almost disbelieving we are where we are - which is dating or piecing. There is a diminished sense of the good stuff that's been going on between us and an exaggerated sense of the emotional distance that is still there. I even start wondering why he wants to come back. I fall into the bad habit of dwelling on the past.
New management is fighting it.
At least I don't let on about it to him this time, I'm trying to just ride it out.
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