Thinking of you, RC and sending you a cyberhug during this time.
It is so hard to NOT scream and have a rip-roaring, old fashioned FIT about the insanity of it all. Your W is a POW (piece of work) as are most WAS's during the alien abductions.
Hang on, my friend, and try to find your center before you confront or R talk in ANY way. I guarantee it will do you no good and not further your cause right now, but the temptation is strong. I feel for you, and remember it well.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
