Yeah, I guess I did something different, alright. Hey, did I pull out the fence? I'm still reeling. I do think of it as an LRT of sorts, however unplanned. It was genuine and gory. I agree I needed to do it (for so many reasons) but I’m really sorry it came to that.

It’s breaking my heart to have pushed him away when I desperately didn’t want to.

I hope (really really hope) that was the worst of it. I’m also a little worried that I didn’t find out what he wanted to say or what he’s been planning. If it makes him take the offensive or get angry with me, it could be a dangerous combination – I hate to think about how much worse it could get. [Frown]

I won’t be calling him to apologize for it, I think he knew I was being honest but still care for his feelings, too. I’m going to just give it a bit of time before figuring out what next – how on earth should I be with him now? Probably going to wait until he has to contact me for something. (sure he’s going to be scared of doing that). Yuck.

I am spending time with friends and trying to recover from a cold. Wouldn’t want to cough all over my dance partners! [Smile]

Thanks for being here for me guys, yet again.

Hangin' in.

LeeP