Quote: its going to be a long road for me, one i will always travel until its over, and that will be when, either she comes back to me or files for divorce. until that day i will stay on the black train, try to learn along the way, do things for myself, which will be hard and wait and see how it turns out.
Good for you - you finally committed to doing what you want to do for yourself in this situation. In so doing, you have liberated yourself from your W's choices and personal ordeal. I have no doubt that this has given you a new perspective. One that allows you to see the situation without your own emotions clouding your vision. I have no doubt that if you keep your resolve and follow through on this commitment you made here, you will succeed, no matter what form this success takes!
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein