first off, i truly feel like im being played here. 1)when i want to go do something anything she calls me and calls me. tries to come along also. 2)she still has sex with me, the last time was monday morning, so she has to have attraction with me. 3)she shuts me out when she dosnt want me around, like monday evening, she came home knowing we had plans for the 4th and changed them, left for two days and had no contact with me. she has since called and asked what me and s14 did and was sorry for not calling. i am telling you, she is totally messed up. she is on again off again every hour. as for her boundies, i think she is setting them so i will stay and do nothing, truly i believe that is what she is doing, she wants to go do whatever she wants but when i do she wants to go along or calls. yes i should be happy about those boundies, but i feel i will be the only one sticking to them. she knows other women has intrest in me, she does not like that, and she believes i am the jeoulse type, so is she. i know i havent posted everything only the things that really bother me. and to you i seem very inpationant, which in a way i am, but her mood and thoughts change on an hour to hour time frame. i feel subconciously i am pushing her to move out and find her way, i know now more than anytime before she needs to miss me, be jeoulious, and know that this is her choice, and she must live with her decisions. my problem is i am too loving, caring, and now i can not give that to her anymore, until she longs for it again.
