i have made the decision to LET GO. but i also have made the decision to give up HOPE AS WELL. this shi* basket she is putting BOTH of us thru is comming to an end. yes i am angry, pissed, disapointed, frustrated and even depressed. reason why at this point is because reality is hitting me right between the eyes, my marriage is comming to an end, my life i have had the last 17 years with the women i was READY TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH is over. she has given me two great kids, and made my life over 16 years great, but the past year all she has given me is heart ach and pain. can the 16 years out weigh the last year i dont know, i had hope that it would, but that is fadding fast. it probably will not be a pretty night when i get home, if i go home at all. i need help to calm down before i go home!
