well last night was more of the same, depressed and distant wife. one of her complaints before she left and what keep her from comming home is that i didnt do anything around the house. since she has been home i have done everything, not for her but for me and the kids. has she noticed i dont know, does she care i dont know, but i can tell you i dont care if she notices and cares. i work till five everyday, real stressful job, when i get home i want to unwind and relax. i want to feel comfortable with everyone in my home. right now i dont feel that, the tension my w is creating is not fair to me or the kids. this mood she is in is her choice, she does not have to be this way, she choses too be this way. i will give it time, but its not what i expected. its more of the same before she left, and i told myself i would not live with a woman that was like that ever again, and here i stand living the way i dont want to live. but i will wait and she if this is temperary, but if this is long term, i will be the WAS.
