well another night, another day. thats all i keep telling myself. today im going to start galing more. im going to do things for me again. as i thought she went back to work and became distant again, it happens all the time, to the point of expecting it. she is so messed up that i cannot handle it anymore, its now her problem not mine. if she wants me she can come have me. but this up and down roller coaster is wearing me out. she had d8 yesturday after work, but called me and wanted to know if she could bring her back home because she was tired and needed to get some rest. why does it always have to be about them right now, what about us LBS. of course i love me d8 so i said sure bring her home, and get your rest, if that is what she was going to do. you know im getting to the point of WTF, you want me and you dont, its really starting to tick me off. but im not going to let her mess with my emotions anymore. i am done helping her with her issues there hers not mine. i am told all the time (she is too) that im a great father and husband and i should not have a women doing the things that she is doing to me. i have women flurt with me all the time, there is a billion people on this planet and i am going nuts over one!!! WHY?
