hi all, had a pretty good weekend, friday night was a train wreck through. w was pretty distant and didnt talk much at all. saturday was much better. went to her sisters weding. w and i danced all night. the whole night she just keep stareing at me (who knows why). well after the wedding it was too late to go to her office party, so i took her home. she asked me to come in which i did. for the next 2 hrs we made love and it was great. sunday she wanted to hang out with her best friend, which was fine with me. sunday evening she just showed up and wanted to have supper with me and the kids. after supper the kids went outside, (we were now alone) w stated that last night all the dancing made her feet hurt. i massaged her feet and after that i thought (why not) i went for it. to my suprise she did not stop me, we ML again. after i was done she looked me right in my eyes and asked me (WHO ARE YOU), i laughed and said stick around and you will find out. the one thing that she keeps saying is what ifs (which she knows drives me nuts). i dont know maybe you can help, is she holding back from comming home because she is affraid all this we are starting to have is going to fade away if she comes home. i wonder that because she has said many times (WHY ARE YOU SO GOOD TO ME), i dont even know how to anwser that. well anyway that was my weekend, i will see how today goes after she returns to work, which usally makes her distant again. maybe not this time.
