lol, you know gh i am really glad i had the courage to post here. you have become my wipping post and backbone for all this mess. she has emailed me five times this morning and im pissed. dont figure does it? why do i feel so much anger at this moment in time? she seems so happy and im so messed up. dont get me wrong im glad she is doing what she is, but my emothions are running all over me. i would never show her this side of my frustration but i do need to vent somewhere, family and friends think she is trying and are happy for us.
