You're just going through some rough feelings. They WILL pass as all emotions often do. Just make sure YOU control your emotions, and they don't control you.
Please, let me tell you from the outside looking in, things SEEM REALLY GOOD for you right now but YOU are YOUR worst enemy. Don't self-sabotage all you've worked for to indulge these irrational, albeit completely normal emotions. You are just in "that" part of the process that usually brings about these feelings of anger and resentment. If you give in to those feelings however, you will do more damage than you know.
Get a handle on this and try to refocus on YOU and stop worrying about your W or your R. You have come this far, don't "f" it up now.
