No, you are NOT pissing me off at all. You are doing a GREAT job of venting HERE and not THERE, which is a good thing.
Look, your feelings are NORMAL. We all feel that resentment when things start to get better. Its natural. You have TIME to think about other things now and that includes what YOU want.
Just understand that your feelings of "not knowing" what you want are likely as temporary as hers are. Just give this stuff time, please.
