how do i get over this dead space between us? i should be happy about the steps w has taken, but i still feel sick inside. i told myself if she would just try i would wait for ever how long it takes for her to come home. last night i mowed her yard and took her out to her favorite resturant. had a good time. she then called me later and wanted to walk. we took a long walk and had good conversation. but i still want more. she is still stand offish, not much at all. i guess if she was a little loving i would feel better. is this the first steps to recovery and i just have to live with that? is this what everyone has to go thru?
