Sometimes advice is easier given than taken. Trust me on this, we can be our worst enemy during this time frame. There is not a day that goest by that I do not want to be able to tell my W how much I want this M to work. We started as friends and we all have to start again as friends. This is very hard for myself and I have slipped several times, but GH is right on the money of what needs to be done for now. We all want an instant fix, but remember even when you begin to fix things it will still take time.