Thanks for reminding me it's ok to be human It's a funny thing- I have always understood and accepted the fact that my H would feel varying degress of ambivelance about reconciling but I never for a minute allowed myself to fee any! There are those pesky expectations again

I am using this time to really let the world do its "thing". There is no rush (for a change) to know what it going to happen. It feels VERY good to say that and mean it.

Chelsea- I had to laugh, because since I just read ALL your posts a week or so ago, I was already thinking about that fact that you could have written the same thing!