We're 2 1/2 years into creating a marriage we can live with on the bad days and be happy in on the good days and after all this time I think I'm finally getting my ship turned around. In other words there is finally a sense of heading in the right direction and more confidence than I've felt in a long while. Today, (better knock on some wood) I felt like my old happy self for the first time since the bomb. I expect this won't last (though I sure will take it if it does!) but it was like getting to be with my best buddy that I hadn't seen for eons. I think it was the way I acted over the weekend. It has also helped that my H responded so well. Got to remember this dance!
