I like the sailboat analogy-I get it...it's also like when you're walking an azimuth with a compass (land nav)...even if you vary by half of a degree, 1000 to 2000 meters down the way you'll be WAY off from where you should be....
So why am I so down? I am down because, well, a bunch of reasons I suppose-everything I act 'as if' about and NOT let get to me....sometimes they do. If I had to choose 1 thing...it'd be the fact that he acts like NOTHING bothers him and he's got this riteous indignation about him sometimes...makes me want to slap him. He never approaches a problem we have-he just ignores me for a period of time, then out of the blue acts like NOTHING happened and we're buddies again.
A good friend of mine, pretty much the ONLY one who knows about his A besides H, me and our C, told me she thinks he might be cheating again.....I almost lost it. (ALMOST) cuz I really don't thing he is....
Gotta run-day care late fees are killer-I'll be around this weekend....
